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Yknow what?

MY HOLIDAYS R HERE, B1TCH3Z. Muahaha no more wake-up-in-the-morning-feeling-like-going-back-to-sleep till 2011!!!!!!!!!!

Yes I'm aware that 2011 is just about 19days away but still........ K back to serious biz. 

I found some old neoprints yesterday night when I was packing my room! So much memories~

Weiling and me~ when we were xiiaolianz93 still HAHAHAHA
:')

Jeff, mich, wk and me!
I don't remember taking this and the one below at all until I found it omgggg~

:')

(P.S: You don't have to read the next part if you're not interested in my ex, literally.)

So good bye if you're not going to read it :-)

6 days back I thought I saw you underneath my block. My intuitions told me that it really could be you since you were looking at my direction and immediately looked away when I was squinting at you, trying to figure out if it's really you. 

But I guess I was wrong since you didn't think the same way as I did when I talked to you on msn right after I got home. Anyhow, my instincts told me to head down to see if you're still there (just to make sure I wasn't wrong or maybe you're right) and aha you were there still. But guess what, I couldn't see you/that guy's face properly at all thanks to this poor eyesight of mine even though I was freaking near, plus it was dark so I acted like nothing happened and just walked back home. 

The resemblance is uncanny I swear. I had this really strong feeling which told me that it has got to be you and this feeling left me thinking of who is right for the whole of that night. But oh well, it doesn't matter, does it?

I bet you guys who are reading this now, must be thinking: "Hah she claimed to have moved on in her previous post and yada yada but she just wrote a whole chunk of shit bout him."

Aaaah I've moved on. I just wanted to know if it was really him. Like yknow, if it was seriously him, why the awkwardness to say a simple hello to me as a friend and even pretended not to see me? But then again if it wasn't him, everything would have made sense. 

I mean tbh if you were me and you thought you saw someone familiar or someone who was ever once so close to you, wouldn't you head down again just to see if you saw the correct person and maybe just say hi? I don't know but I would and I did.

I don't even know who reads this space of mine and I'm posting this as though only strangers are gonna read this. Well, well, well.. At least I feel better now after writing those chunks above hahah.

BUT THEN AGAINNN, those memories/awful feelings came back to me last night when I found the 2 straw hearts made by him. Argh I hate this :@ :-( :-/ but it's gone now. Hahha.

Shall end with this really cute photo of me haahahahhaaha

Can I haz cutegal93 award now? HAHA

Bye.