Afraid.

Hi.
I finally had enough of my fever and constant headaches so I gave in and went to the clinic alone after I had brunch @ Sushi Tei with my aunty and mum today in the afternoon. And guess what the doctor told me?

"You might have contracted dengue fever and I'm going to do a blood test for you."

Woaaaaaaah I tell you I was lost for words k. I thought it was just normal fever but it turned out to be this. So after that I went home to rest and waited for the doctor's call to tell me the result of the blood test..

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The doctor just called and told me it's weakly positive + I have to go for a blood test everyday starting from tmr onwards to monitor my status. If my idk-what-blood-cell-count shit drops to below 80000 I'll need to be admitted into the hospital. It's 120000 now. I only have 40000 left to play with.

And if I happen to nosebleed or have a tummyache I'll have to go to the hospital as well.

I'm scared, really. If I were to die, please don't forget me and I love all of you kkkkkkk. I know I sound very pessimistic right now but......... :-(

Oh well~ good bye.